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I tried suicide three times in my life so far because of other people words, actions,and such, and because of having PTSD for multiple reasons.
The last time I tried suicide was in 2012, not that long ago actually.
My main point in writing and performing this song, is not to worry about how much it's played on the radio, or if I become more famous, or if I make any money from it. My main point in writing and performing this song is to tell people that they're not alone. It's only by the Love and Grace of God that I'm still here to perform how and what I do, because the last time I tried suicide, I was clinically dead for over three (3) minutes I was told, and spent three (3) days in a coma.
Just over two (2) weeks ago, a jealous person told me that I should kill myself and leave this world better off without me.
Even my younger sister hates my guts and would rather see me dead(I won't explain why on here).
NO ONE IS WORTHLESS!!!!!!! God knows you, loves you, and cares about you when nobody else does.
TO ALL THOSE WHO HATE MY MUSIC:
maybe now you get a little bit of insight as to why I am who I am, can do what I do and why, where nobody else can.
When you really have nothing in life to live for, except for God's love for me, and music, you figure it out.
RunningWolf1989 aka Hanta Nashob
lyrics
Don't pass ya aggression without confession
It's not me that ya really hate
Why not tell tha truth think we can't relate
We all got problems those who pressure everything we do
Some people think ya gotta be perfect too
What ya don't realize it's juss nothing but lies
Mistakes happen to each an everyone
If you let them get to you know you're not done
Nobody but God can judge you for who you wanna be
If they think they know you they to blind to see
Hook:
Insecurities are yours they not mine
Quit playing them on me I'm juss fine
If ya don't like who ya really be
Change ya self I like being me
Yeah I was bullied I was abused I was shot down I was used
Growing up I was so shy no girl wanted me
They all called me names said I was too ugly
An for years I had no self esteem
Everyone said my head was in the clouds because of my dreams
Sad thing is that I believed them for too many years
I let what others thought about me control my fears
Now I know that nobody really knows about me
Except for God not even my own family (repeat hook)
You can fool people you can fool them with fame
You can lie to their faces even if they say ya name
We all juss wanna be accepted an loved by somebody
But this world keep rejected so we always flee
I use to hide myself who I really was
I tried to hurt myself if ya wonder it's because
Words are like weapons they're worse than knives
They can make us hate ourselves and take our lives (repeat hook)
credits
from
Tallywhacker,
track released February 25, 2020
written, composed, produced, performed by RunningWolf1989
*2020 Savagely Twisted Records, LLC*
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